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Today was a good day. Not the way I would like to spend my last Sunday here, but I had to work a lot.. I mean it is 1 am and I am still wortking. I have a meeting at 7am, so I already have less than 5 hours to sleep. And I have an additional problem: I slept for 2 hour in the afternoon, since I was super tired, and of course now I am not tired enough. I will start my last week in a bad shape… the good thing is that I am so, but so anxious that actually I don’t thing it really matters how long I will sleep. more…

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I don’t have time to write here today! Sorry, but I am working in my presentation…

Talk to you tomorrow night!

Argh… one more day looking my presentation and I will die… I prefered classes than the pressure of this final presentation, the fear of not getting offer, the anxiety to know everything I will talk about, the stress with the language… I would like to wake up tomorrow, and be next Thursday! But since it is not possible, I will enjoy one more day working in my presentation! more…

Do you know that days that would be better if you spent on bed? Not talking, and especially no moving? That was the day for me… Of course, tons of hours again in my presentation. But weirds things happened during my day:

1. For the first time I forgot to weight on a Tuesday. I remembered when I was arriving at P&G. more…

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Jul

I want my bed. My mind is tired of thinking and deciding and planning and organizing. My home is a mess. No, you are not understand: it is a total mess. I am getting nervous just in thinking how EVERYTHING is going to fix in our car. We came with the car packed, even in the roof. But now we have at least 1/4 more thing to take with us, including presents for family and friends, an office table and chair. more…

My day was not fun… I am working for 12 hours in my presentation. Now it is time to a bath and go bed… Need to rest before starting this week.

Besides work I ate: eggs as brunch, picanha as dinner and almonds and turkey between one thing and another.

Sorry the small post… I would love to have more to tell.

Good week for everyone!

PS: 1,450 calories + No gym = 1,450 calories

Sometimes I get upset with some decisions I make. For example this training/program I am doing for 3 days: it is interesting, but bad timing. I am freaking out with my final presentation and how to put everything together and I am afraid of missing some important messages.. I am getting crazy!

That’s fine… in exactly 2 weeks is the BIG DAY! more…

I am in Dallas, Tx! I arrived today in the afternoon and will be here until Friday! THe city is cool, beautiful, big, modern downtown and we don’t need to drive only in highways to go to other neighborhoods. The first impression was really good! I am in the 30th floor of my hotel with a nice view (the pic). more…

As it should be, my anxiety is knocking on the door, or being more exactly on my mind. Some examples to prove it:

- I took the polish of my nails out with my teeth during my work day (weird)
- I had an ice cream in the middle of the day (ok, it was Greater – the famous brand – and free)… no, it couldn’t be an excuse for that behavior
- I decided that I would go to a park to walk in that beautiful day. Instead I stayed home, watching series.
- My husband says I am in a really bad mood, and no, I don’t think it is PMS.
- I want more chocolate …. a lot of them! more…

After a super busy day we are happy to say we have a home in Cincinnati! Of course it was not easy. I called more than 10 places and more than 8 didn’t work with short lease term, or were full, or didn’t have avaiability for the moment we needed. I used websites, recommendation and craiglist. At the end of the day our choices were: more…